This blog is a revealing look into my past, when I believed so strongly in the love of god -- and where life was filled with the purpose and dignity of jesus. You may think I write this for myself out of nostalgia and longing to relive my past. Nothing could be further from the truth. I write this for you. Where you find yourself in life at this current time, always remember that the more you examine where you are, and where you have been, the more you'll feel a sense of personal responsibility, and acknowledge and own where you will be in a number of days, months, or even years. Please feel free to comment whatever you'd like within. All comments are welcome.